Tonight I think – there is still a solution to my worries, how long still it will take to get there, is a huge mountain in front of me to climb, as I don’t know.
Life has a way to sort itself and go on, but tonight I am sitting in a dump and worried sick probably. I should actually be on the road to as far away as possible. And have the rain and stormy weather surrounding me as my emotions are going on inside me – untameable.
I have looked at the concept of information that can never go lost or missing. Taking all little squares on the Cartesian plane, piling them all next to one another. One long line of them.
I also took time to show certain positions for a circle that by way of construction have 12 circles with same radius as the middle circle, looks the same whether r = 1 or 100 000. The differences can only be detected on the scale of the axis X and Y.
This specific sketch of 1 circle with the 12 others intersecting it at its center point, give the idea of a 3D. Yet, I realized, one dare not get confused. So, I am now looking at it with the construction of the squares that form by constructing lines at x = 1 → ∞ and x = 1 → -∞,
and y = 1 → ∞ and y = 1 → -∞. The squares these lines forms can then each be put in one long line next to one another, each sitting with a small part of the sketch of the 1 circle with the 12 intersecting circles.
These squares with these circle parts have information, that viewed separately from one another, give rad related information of the circles sketch. This is a different position the sketch have, yet, still within the parameters of the Cartesian plane.
The next important concept that I am considering to add to this concept as explained up to now, will be the graphic effect of the concept of the Johari Window. Having a greater square divided into 4 quadrants. Then the changes on the graph for x > 0 and < than 0 and as to y > 0 and < 0 and vice versa. With this concept the bottom, right quadrant, one can never really get rid of. How big or small and vice versa x and y are taken as.
Somehow I am looking at this concept of the circles as certain aspects of a reality or a certain idea or status within life’s experiences department.
If I can articulate a certain stance of experience as related to my self awareness, and do the Johari in quite detailed articulation and get with feedback from other also, the right bottom quadrant the smallest it can get, this articulated stances or ideas can be assimilated to a certain square on the circles sketch. Then, by following the pure reasoning methods of if this is so, what can I say from this idea? These “new” to the situation ideas, then can easily be the green block next to the red block as in the sketches. Now, these colored parts next to one another forms like 3D wheels or rings. Yet, these “parts” are merely still 2D and should be held related to 2D and Cartesian parameters.
So, what is the moral of the story? If I am explaining reality as to self awareness on this Cartesian based concept of the circles and squares and information can never get lost, then reality within the awareness of the self, is probably firstly scientific. Mathematically scientific in some of its broader senses.
But what can be said of any equation graphed on the Cartesian plane, the same kind of rules can be applied to the one square eg. where a rad related situation are observable, yet still within 2D Cartesian plane parameters.
Why I am saying, life for me was quite mathematics. And mathematics was graphs of art works on my walls since an early age. To this day, the emotional beauty of life itself in my existential beingness, can be seen in a work of art. A graph on a Cartesian plane within the parameters of old Greek ancient mathematicians geometry wise. This of course also explain the amount of questions they considered on one topic. Like a discussion of a line that have endless or to infinity amount of points on it. These ancient brilliant minds still took the time out to write out these logical questioning and reasoning of a matter as to as many sides they could find being discussed and written down.
